THE EGO'S MENTAL TOOLS.
In the First Lesson we gave instruction and exercises designed to
awaken the
consciousness of the Candidate to a realization of the real
"I." We confined our instructions to the preliminary teachings
of the reality of the "I," and the means whereby the Candidate
might be brought to a realization of his real Self, and its independence
from the body and the things of the flesh. We tried to show you how you
might awaken to a consciousness of the reality of the "I"; its
real nature; its independence of the body; its immortality; its
invincibility and invulnerability. How well we have succeeded may be
determined only by the experience of each Candidate, for we can but
point out the way, and the Candidate must do the real work himself.
But there is more to be said and done in this matter of awakening to
a realization of the "I." So far, we have but told you how to
distinguish between the material coverings of the Ego and the
"I" itself. We have tried to show you that you had a real
"I," and then to show you what it was, and how it was
independent of the material coverings, etc. But there is still another
step in this self analysis--a more difficult step. Even when the
Candidate has awakened to a realization of his independence of the body,
and material coverings, he often confounds the "I" with the
lower principles of the mind. This is a mistake. The Mind, in its
various phases and planes, is but a tool and instrument of the
"I," and is far from being the "I" itself. We shall
try to bring out this fact in this lesson and its accompanying
exercises. We shall avoid, and pass by, the metaphysical features of the
case, and shall confine ourselves to the Yogi Psychology. We shall not
touch upon theories, nor attempt to explain the cause, nature and
purpose of the Mind--the working tool of the Ego--but instead shall
attempt to point out a way whereby you may analyze the Mind and then
determine which is the "not I" and which is the real
"I." It is useless to burden you with theories or metaphysical
talk, when the way to prove the thing is right within your own grasp. By
using the mind, you will be able to separate it into its parts, and
force it to give you its own answer to the questions touching itself.
In the second and third lessons of our "_Fourteen
Lessons_," we pointed out to you the fact that man had three Mental
Principles, or subdivisions of mind, all of which were below the plane
of Spirit. The "I" is Spirit, but its mental principles are of
a lower order. Without wishing to unduly repeat ourselves, we think it
better to run hastily over these three Principles in the mind of Man.
First, there is what is known as the Instinctive Mind, which man
shares in common with the lower animals. It is the first principle of
mind that appears in the scale of evolution. In its lowest phases,
consciousness is but barely perceptible, and mere sensation is apparent.
In its higher stages it almost reaches the plane of Reason or Intellect,
in fact, they overlap each other, or, rather, blend into each other. The
Instinctive Mind does valuable work in the direction of maintaining
animal life in our bodies, it having charge of this part of our being.
It attends to the constant work of repair; replacement; change;
digestion; assimilation; elimination, etc., all of which work is
performed below the plane of consciousness.
But this is but a small part of the work of the Instinctive Mind. For
this part of the mind has stored up all the experiences of ourselves and
ancestors in our evolution from the lower forms of animal life into the
present stage of evolution. All of the old animal instincts (which were
all right in their place, and quite necessary for the well-being of the
lower forms of life) have left traces in this part of the mind, which
traces are apt to come to the front under pressure of unusual
circumstances, even long after we think we have outgrown them. In this
part of the mind are to be found traces of the old fighting instinct of
the animal; all the animal passions; all the hate, envy, jealousy, and
the rest of it, which are our inheritances from the past. The
Instinctive Mind is also the "habit mind" in which is stored
up all the little, and great, habits of many lives, or rather such as
have not been entirely effaced by subsequent habits of a stronger
nature. The Instinctive Mind is a queer storehouse, containing quite a
variety of objects, many of them very good in their way, but others of
which are the worst kind of old junk and rubbish.
This part of the mind also is the seat of the appetites; passions;
desires; instincts; sensations; feelings and emotions of the lower
order, manifested in the lower animals; primitive man; the barbarian;
and the man of today, the difference being only in the degree of control
over them that has been gained by the higher parts of the mind. There
are higher desires, aspirations, etc., belonging to a higher part of the
mind, which we will describe in a few minutes, but the "animal
nature" belongs to the Instinctive Mind. To it also belong the
"feelings" belonging to our emotional and passional nature.
All animal desires, such as hunger and thirst; sexual desires (on the
physical plane); all passions, such as physical love; hatred; envy;
malice; jealousy; revenge, etc., are part of this part of the mind. The
desire for the physical (unless a means of reaching higher things) and
the longing for the material, belong to this region of the mind. The
"lust of the flesh; the lust of the eyes; the pride of life,"
belong to the Instinctive Mind.
Take note, however, that we are not condemning the things belonging
to this plane of the mind. All of them have their place--many were
necessary in the past, and many are still necessary for the continuance
of physical life. All are right in their place, and to those in the
particular plane of development to which they belong, and are wrong only
when one is mastered by them, or when he returns to pick up an unworthy
thing that has been cast off in the unfoldment of the individual. This
lesson has nothing to do with the right and wrong of these things (we
have treated of that elsewhere) and we mention this part of the mind
that you may understand that you have such a thing in your mental
make-up, and that you may understand the thought, etc., coming from it,
when we start in to analyze the mind in the latter part of this lesson.
All we will ask you to do at this stage of the lesson is to realize that
this part of the mind, while _belonging_ to you, is _not_ You, yourself.
It is _not_ the "I" part of you.
Next in order, above the Instinctive Mind, is what we have called the
Intellect, that part of the mind that does our reasoning, analyzing;
"thinking," etc. You are using it in the consideration of this
lesson. But note this: You are _using_ it, but it is _not_ You, any more
than was the Instinctive Mind that you considered a moment ago. You will
begin to make the separation, if you will think but a moment. We will
not take up your time with a consideration of Intellect or Reason. You
will find a good description of this part of the mind in any good
elementary work on Psychology. Our only idea in mentioning it is that
you may make the classification, and that we may afterward show you that
the Intellect is but a tool of the Ego, instead of being the real
"I" itself, as so many seem to imagine.
The third, and highest, Mental Principle is what is called the
Spiritual Mind, that part of the mind which is almost unknown to many of
the race, but which has developed into consciousness with nearly all who
read this lesson, for the fact that the subject of this lesson attracts
you is a proof that this part of your mental nature is unfolding into
consciousness. This region of the mind is the source of that which we
call "genius," "inspiration,"
"spirituality," and all that we consider the
"highest" in our mental make-up. All the great thoughts and
ideas float into the field of consciousness from this part of the mind.
All the great unfoldment of the race comes from there. All the higher
mental ideas that have come to Man in his upward evolutionary journey,
that tend in the direction of nobility; true religious feeling;
kindness; humanity; justice; unselfish love; mercy; sympathy, etc., have
come to him through his slowly unfolding Spiritual Mind. His love of God
and of his fellow man have come in this way. His knowledge of the great
occult truths reach him through this channel. The mental realization of
the "I," which we are endeavoring to teach in these lessons,
must come to him by way of the Spiritual Mind unfolding its ideas into
his field of consciousness.
But even this great and wonderful part of the mind is but a tool--a
highly finished one, it is true, but still a tool--to the Ego, or
"I."
We propose to give you a little mental drill work, toward the end
that you may be able more readily to distinguish the "I" from
the mind, or mental states. In this connection we would say that every
part, plane, and function of the mind is good, and necessary, and the
student must not fall into the error of supposing that because we tell
him to set aside first this part of the mind and then that part, that we
are undervaluing the mind, or that we regard it as an encumbrance or
hindrance. Far from this, we realize that it is _by the use of_ the mind
that Man is enabled to arrive at a knowledge of his true nature and
Self, and that his progress through many stages yet will depend upon the
unfolding of his mental faculties.
Man is now using but the lower and inferior parts of his mind, and he
has within his mental world great unexplored regions that far surpass
anything of which the human mind has dreamed. In fact, it is part of the
business of "Raja Yoga" to aid in unfolding these higher
faculties and mental regions. And so far from decrying the Mind, the
"Raja Yoga" teachers are chiefly concerned in recognizing the
Mind's power and possibilities, and directing the student to avail
himself of the latent powers that are inherent in his soul.
It is only by the mind that the teachings we are now giving you may
be grasped and understood, and used to your advantage and benefit. We
are talking direct to your mind now, and are making appeals to it, that
it may be interested and may open itself to what is ready to come into
it from its own higher regions. We are appealing to the Intellect to
direct its attention to this great matter, that it may interpose less
resistance to the truths that are waiting to be projected from the
Spiritual Mind, which knows the Truth.
MENTAL DRILL.
Place yourself in a calm, restful condition, that you may be able to
meditate upon the matters that we shall place before you for
consideration. Allow the matters presented to meet with a hospitable
reception from you, and hold a mental attitude of willingness to receive
what may be waiting for you in the higher regions of your mind.
We wish to call your attention to several mental impressions or
conditions, one after another, in order that you may realize that they
are merely something _incident_ to you, and _not_ YOU yourself--that you
may set them aside and consider them, just as you might anything that
you have been using. You cannot set the "I" aside and so
consider it, but the various forms of the "not I" may be so
set aside and considered.
In the First Lesson you gained the perception of the "I" as
independent from the body, the latter merely being an instrument for
use. You have now arrived at the stage when the "I" appears to
you to be a mental creature--a bundle of thoughts, feelings, moods, etc.
But you must go farther. You must be able to distinguish the
"I" from these mental conditions, which are as much tools as
is the body and its parts.
Let us begin by considering the thoughts more closely connected with
the body, and then work up to the higher mental states.
The sensations of the body, such as hunger; thirst; pain; pleasurable
sensations; physical desires, etc., etc., are not apt to be mistaken for
essential qualities of the "I" by many of the Candidates, for
they have passed beyond this stage, and have learned to set aside these
sensations, to a greater or lesser extent, by an effort of the Will, and
are no longer slaves to them. Not that they do not experience these
sensations, but they have grown to regard them as incidents of the
physical life--good in their place--but useful to the advanced man only
when he has mastered them to the extent that he no longer regards them
as close to the "I." And yet, to some people, these sensations
are so closely identified with their conception of the "I"
that when they think of themselves they think merely of a bundle of
these sensations. They are not able to set them aside and consider them
as things apart, to be used when necessary and proper, but as things not
fastened to the "I." The more advanced a man becomes the
farther off seem these sensations. Not that he does not feel hungry, for
instance. Not at all, for he recognizes hunger, and satisfies it within
reason, knowing that his physical body is making demands for attention,
and that these demands should be heeded. But--mark the
difference--instead of feeling that the "_I_" is hungry the
man feels that "_my body_" is hungry, just as he might become
conscious that his horse or dog was crying for food insistently. Do you
see what we mean? It is that the man no longer identifies himself--the
"I"--with the body, consequently the thoughts which are most
closely allied to the physical life seem comparatively
"separate" from his "I" conception. Such a man
thinks "my stomach, this," or "my leg, that," or
"my body, thus," instead of "'I,' this," or
"'I' that." He is able, almost automatically, to think of the
body and its sensations as things _of_ him, and _belonging to_ him,
which require attention and care, rather than as real parts of the
"I." He is able to form a conception of the "I" as
existing without any of these things--without the body and its
sensations--and so he has taken the first step in the realization of the
"I."
Before going on, we ask the students to stop a few moments, and
mentally run over these sensations of the body. Form a mental image of
them, and realize that they are merely incidents to the present stage of
growth and experience of the "I," and that they form no real
part of it. They may, and will be, left behind in the Ego's higher
planes of advancement. You may have attained this mental conception
perfectly, long since, but we ask that to give yourself the mental drill
at this time, in order to fasten upon your mind this first step.
In realizing that you are able to set aside, mentally, these
sensations--that you are able to hold them out at arm's length and
"consider" them as an "outside" thing, you mentally
determine that they are "not I" things, and you set them down
in the "not I" collection--the first to be placed there. Let
us try to make this still plainer, even at the risk of wearying you by
repetitions (for you must get this idea firmly fixed in your mind). To
be able to say that a thing is "not I," you must realize that
there are two things in question (1) the "not I" thing, and
(2) the "I" who is regarding the "not I" thing just
as the "I" regards a lump of sugar, or a mountain. Do you see
what we mean? Keep at it until you do.
Next, consider some of the emotions, such as anger; hate; love, in
its ordinary forms; jealousy; ambition; and the hundred and one other
emotions that sweep through our brains. You will find that you are able
to set each one of these emotions or feelings aside and study it;
dissect it; analyze it; consider it. You will be able to understand the
rise, progress and end of each of these feelings, as they have come to
you, and as you recall them in your memory or imagination, just as
readily as you would were you observing their occurrence in the mind of
a friend. You will find them all stored away in some parts of your
mental make-up, and you may (to use a modern American slang phrase)
"make them trot before you, and show their paces." Don't you
see that they are not "You"--that they are merely something
that you carry around with you in a mental bag. You can imagine yourself
as living without them, and still being "I," can you not?
And the very fact that you are able to set them aside and examine and
consider them is a proof that they are "not I" things--for
there are two things in the matter (1) _You_ who are examining and
considering them, and (2) the thing itself which is the _object_ of the
examination and consideration at mental arm's length. So into the
"not I" collection go these emotions, desirable and
undesirable. The collection is steadily growing, and will attain quite
formidable proportions after a while.
Now, do not imagine that this is a lesson designed to teach you how
to discard these emotions, although if it enables you to get rid of the
undesirable ones, so much the better. This is not our object, for we bid
you place the desirable (at this time) ones in with the opposite kind,
the idea being to bring you to a realization that the "I" is
higher, above and independent of these mental somethings, and then when
you have realized the nature of the "I," you may return and
use (as a Master) the things that have been using you as a slave. So do
not be afraid to throw these emotions (good and bad) into the "not
I" collection. You may go back to them, and use the good ones,
after the Mental Drill is over. No matter how much you may think that
you are bound by any of these emotions, you will realize, by careful
analysis, that it is of the "not I" kind, for the
"I" existed before the emotion came into active play, and it
will live long after the emotion has faded away. The principal proof is
that you are able to hold it out at arm's length and examine it--a proof
that it is "not I."
Run through the entire list of your feelings; emotions; moods; and
what not, just as you would those of a well-known friend or relative,
and you will see that each one--every one--is a "not I" thing,
and you will lay it aside for the time, for the purpose of the
scientific experiment, at least.
Then passing on to the Intellect, you will be able to hold out for
examination each mental process and principle. You don't believe it, you
may say. Then read
and study some good work on Psychology, and you will
learn to dissect and analyze every intellectual process--and to classify
it and place it in the proper pigeon-hole. Study Psychology by means of
some good text-book, and you will find that one by one every
intellectual process is classified, and talked about and labeled, just
as you would a collection of flowers. If that does not satisfy you, turn
the leaves of some work on Logic, and you will admit that you may hold
these intellectual processes at arm's length and examine them, and talk
about them to others. So that these wonderful tools of Man--the
Intellectual powers may be placed in the "not I" collection,
for the "I" is capable of standing aside and viewing them--it
is able to detach them from itself. The most remarkable thing about this
is that in admitting this fact, you realize that the "I" is
using these very intellectual faculties to pass upon themselves. Who is
the Master that compels these faculties to do this to themselves? The
Master of the Mind--The "I."
And reaching the higher regions of the mind--even the Spiritual Mind,
you will be compelled to admit that the things that have come into
consciousness from that region may be considered and studied, just as
may be any other mental thing, and so even these high things must be
placed in the "not I" collection. You may object that this
does not prove that all the things in the Spiritual Mind may be so
treated--that there may be "I" things there that can not be so
treated. We will not discuss this question, for you know nothing about
the Spiritual Mind except as it has revealed itself to you, and the
higher regions of that mind are like the mind of a God, when compared to
what _you_ call mind. But the evidence of the Illumined--those in whom
the Spiritual Mind has wonderfully unfolded tell us that even in the
highest forms of development, the Initiates, yea, even the Masters,
realize that above even their highest mental states there is always that
eternal "I" brooding over them, as the Sun over the lake; and
that the highest conception of the "I" known even to advanced
souls, is but a faint reflection of the "I" filtering through
the Spiritual Mind, although that Spiritual Mind is as clear as the
clearest crystal when compared with our comparatively opaque mental
states. And the highest mental state is but a tool or instrument of the
"I," and is not the "I" itself.
And yet the "I" is to be found in the faintest forms of
consciousness, and animates even the unconscious life. The "I"
is always the same, but its apparent growth is the result of the mental
unfoldment of the individual. As we described it in one of the lessons
of the "_Advanced Course_" it is like an electric lamp that is
encased in many wrappings of cloth. As cloth after cloth is removed, the
light seems to grow brighter and stronger, and yet it has changed not,
the change being in the removal of the confining and bedimming
coverings. We do not expect to make you realize the "I" in all
its fullness--that is far beyond the highest known to man of to-day--but
we do hope to bring you to a realization of the highest conception of
the "I," possible to each of you in your present stage of
unfoldment, and in the process we expect to cause to drop from you some
of the confining sheaths that you have about outgrown. The sheaths are
ready for dropping, and all that is required is the touch of a friendly
hand to cause them to fall fluttering from you. We wish to bring you to
the fullest possible (to you) realization of the "I," in order
to make an Individual of you--in order that you may understand, and have
courage to take up the tools and instruments lying at your hand, and do
the work before you.
And now, back to the Mental Drill. After you have satisfied yourself
that about everything that you are capable of thinking about is a
"not I" thing--a tool and instrument for your use--you will
ask, "And now, what is there left that should not be thrown in the
"not I" collection." To this question we answer "THE
'I' ITSELF." And when you demand a proof we say, "Try to set
aside the 'I' for consideration!" You may try from now until the
passing away of infinities of infinities, and you will never be able to
set aside the real "I" for consideration. You may think you
can, but a little reflection will show you that you are merely setting
aside some of your mental qualities or faculties. And in this process
what is the "I" doing? Simply setting aside and considering
things. Can you not see that the "I" cannot be both the
_considerer_ and the thing considered--the _examiner_ and the thing
examined? Can the sun shine upon itself by its own light? You may
consider the "I" of some other person, but it is _your_
"I" that is considering. But you cannot, as an "I,"
stand aside and see yourself as an "I." Then what evidence
have we that there is an "I" to us? This: that you are always
conscious of being the considerer and examiner, instead of the
considered and examined thing--and then, you have the evidence of your
consciousness. And what report does this consciousness give us? Simply
this, and nothing more: "I AM." That is all that the
"I" is conscious of, regarding its true self: "I
AM," but that consciousness is worth all the rest, for the rest is
but "not I" tools that the "I" may reach out and
use.
And so at the final analysis, you will find that there is something
that refuses to be set aside and examined by the "I." And that
something is the "I" itself--that "I" eternal,
unchangeable--that drop of the Great Spirit Ocean--that spark from the
Sacred Flame.
Just as you find it impossible to imagine the "I" as dead,
so will you find it impossible to set aside the "I" for
consideration--all that comes to you is the testimony: "I AM."
If you were able to set aside the "I" for consideration,
who would be the one to consider it? Who could consider except the
"I" itself, and if it be _here_, how could it be _there?_ The
"I" cannot be the "not I" even in the wildest
flights of the imagination--the imagination with all its boasted freedom
and power, confesses itself vanquished when asked to do this thing.
Oh, students, may you be brought to a realization of what you are.
May you soon awaken to the fact that you are sleeping gods--that you
have within you the power of the Universe, awaiting your word to
manifest in action. Long ages have you toiled to get this far, and long
must you travel before you reach even the first Great Temple, but you
are now entering into the conscious stage of Spiritual Evolution. No
longer will your eyes be closed as you walk the Path. From now on you
will begin to see clearer and clearer each step, in the dawning light of
consciousness.
You are in touch with all of life, and the separation of your
"I" from the great Universal "I" is but apparent and
temporary. We will tell you of these things in our Third Lesson, but
before you can grasp that you must develop the "I"
consciousness within you. Do not lay aside this matter as one of no
importance. Do not dismiss our weak explanation as being "merely
words, words, words," as so many are inclined to do. We are
pointing out a great truth to you. Why not follow the leadings of the
Spirit which even now--this moment while you read--is urging you to walk
The Path of Attainment? Consider the teachings of this lesson, and
practice the Mental Drill until your mind has grasped its significance,
then let it sink deep down into your inner consciousness. Then will you
be ready for the next lessons, and those to follow.
Practice this Mental Drill until you are fully assured of the
_reality_ of the "I" and the _relativity_ of the "not
"I" in the mind. When you once grasp this truth, you will find
that you will be able to use the mind with far greater power and effect,
for you will recognize that it is your tool and instrument, fitted and
intended to do your bidding. You will be able to master your moods, and
emotions when necessary, and will rise from the position of a slave to a
Master.
Our words seem cheap and poor, when we consider the greatness of the
truth that we are endeavoring to convey by means of them. For who can
find words to express the inexpressible? All that we may hope to do is
to awaken a keen interest and attention on your part, so that you will
practice the Mental Drill, and thus obtain the evidence of your own
mentality to the truth. Truth is not truth to you until you have proven
it in your own experience, and once so proven you cannot be robbed of
it, nor can it be argued away from you.
You must realize that in every mental effort You--the
"I"--are behind it. You bid the Mind work, and it obeys your
Will. You are the Master, and not the slave of your mind. You are the
Driver, not the driven. Shake yourself loose from the tyranny of the
mind that has oppressed you for so long. Assert yourself, and be free.
We will help you in this direction during the course of these lessons,
but you must first assert yourself as a Master of your Mind. Sign the
mental Declaration of Independence from your moods, emotions, and
uncontrolled thoughts, and assert your Dominion over them. Enter into
your Kingdom, thou manifestation of the Spirit!
While this lesson is intended primarily to bring clearly into your
consciousness the fact that the "I" is a reality, separate and
distinct from its Mental Tools, and while the control of the mental
faculties by the Will forms a part of some of the future lessons, still,
we think that this is a good place to point out to you the advantages
arising from a realization of the true nature of the "I" and
the relative aspect of the Mind.
Many of us have supposed that our minds were the masters of
ourselves, and we have allowed ourselves to be tormented and worried by
thoughts "running away" with us, and presenting themselves at
inopportune moments. The Initiate is relieved from this annoyance, for
he learns to assert his mastery over the different parts of the mind,
and controls and regulates his mental processes, just as one would a
fine piece of machinery. He is able to control his conscious thinking
faculties, and direct their work to the best advantage, and he also
learns how to pass on orders to the subconscious mental region and bid
it work for him while he sleeps, or even when he is using his conscious
mind in other matters. These subjects will be considered by us in due
time, during the course of lessons.
In this connection it may be interesting to read what Edward
Carpenter says of the power of the individual to control his thought
processes. In his book "_From Adam's Peak to Eleplumta_," in
describing his experience while visiting a Hindu Gnani Yogi, he says:
"And if we are unwilling to believe in this internal mastery
over the body, we are perhaps almost equally unaccustomed to the idea of
mastery over our own inner thoughts and feelings. That a man should be a
prey to any thought that chances to take possession of his mind, is
commonly among us assumed as unavoidable. It may be a matter of regret
that he should be kept awake all night from anxiety as to the issue of a
lawsuit on the morrow, but that he should have the power of determining
whether he be kept awake or not seems an extravagant demand. The image
of an impending calamity is no doubt odious, but its very odiousness (we
say) makes it haunt the mind all the more pertinaciously and it is
useless to try to expel it.
"Yet this is an absurd position--for man, the heir of all the
ages: hag-ridden by the flimsy creatures of his own brain. If a pebble
in our boot torments us, we expel it. We take off the boot and shake it
out. And once the matter is fairly understood it is just as easy to
expel an intruding and obnoxious thought from the mind. About this there
ought to be no mistake, no two opinions. The thing is obvious, clear and
unmistakable. It should be as easy to expel an obnoxious thought from
your mind as it is to shake a stone out of your shoe; and till a man can
do that it is just nonsense to talk about his ascendancy over Nature,
and all the rest of it. He is a mere slave, and prey to the bat-winged
phantoms that flit through the corridors of his own brain.
"Yet the weary and careworn faces that we meet by thousands,
even among the affluent classes of civilization, testify only too
clearly how seldom this mastery is obtained. How rare indeed to meet a
_man_! How common rather to discover a creature hounded on by tyrant
thoughts (or cares or desires), cowering, wincing under the lash--or
perchance priding himself to run merrily in obedience to a driver that
rattles the reins and persuades him that he is free--whom we cannot
converse with in careless _tete-a-tete_ because that alien presence is
always there, on the watch.
"It is one of the most prominent doctrines of Raja Yoga that the
power of expelling thoughts, or if need be, killing them dead on the
spot, _must_ be attained. Naturally the art requires practice, but like
other arts, when once acquired there is no mystery or difficulty about
it. And it is worth practice. It may indeed fairly be said that life
only begins when this art has been acquired. For obviously when instead
of being ruled by individual thoughts, the whole flock of them in their
immense multitude and variety and capacity is ours to direct and
dispatch and employ where we list ('for He maketh the winds his
messengers and the flaming fire His minister'), life becomes a thing so
vast and grand compared with what it was before, that its former
condition may well appear almost antenatal.
"If you can kill a thought dead, for the time being, you can do
anything else with it that you please. And therefore it is that this
power is so valuable. And it not only frees a man from mental torment
(which is nine-tenths at least of the torment of life), but it gives him
a concentrated power of handling mental work absolutely unknown to him
before. The two things are co-relative to each other. As already said
this is one of the principles of Raja Yoga.
"While at work your thought is to be absolutely concentrated in
it, undistracted by anything whatever irrelevant to the matter in
hand--pounding away like a great engine, with giant power and perfect
economy--no wear and tear of friction, or dislocation of parts owing to
the working of different forces at the same time. Then when the work is
finished, if there is no more occasion for the use of the machine, it
must stop equally, absolutely--stop entirely--no _worrying_ (as if a
parcel of boys were allowed to play their devilments with a locomotive
as soon as it was in the shed)--and the man must retire into that region
of his consciousness where his true self dwells.
"I say the power of the thought-machine itself is enormously
increased by this faculty of letting it alone on the one hand, and of
using it singly and with concentration on the other. It becomes a true
tool, which a master-workman lays down when done with, but which only a
bungler carries about with him all the time to show that he is the
possessor of it."
We ask the students to read carefully the above quotations from Mr.
Carpenter's book, for they are full of suggestions that may be taken up
to advantage by those who are emancipating themselves from their slavery
to the unmastered mind, and who are now bringing the mind under control
of the Ego, by means of the Will.
Our next lesson will take up the subject of the relationship of the
"I" to the Universal "I," and will be called the
"Expansion of the Self." It will deal with the subject, not
from a theoretical standpoint, but from the position of the teacher who
is endeavoring to make his students actually _aware_ in their
consciousness of the truth of the proposition. In this course we are not
trying to make our students past-masters of _theory_, but are
endeavoring to place them in a position whereby they may _know_ for
themselves, and actually experience the things of which we teach.
Therefore we urge upon you not to merely rest content with reading
this lesson, but, instead, to study and meditate upon the teachings
mentioned under the head of "Mental Drill," until the
distinctions stand out clearly in your mind, and until you not only
_believe_ them to be true, but actually are _conscious_ of the
"I" and its Mental Tools. Have patience and perseverance. The
task may be difficult, but the reward is great. To become conscious of
the greatness, majesty, strength and power of your real being is worth
years of hard study. Do you not think so? Then study and practice
hopefully, diligently and earnestly.
Peace be with you.
MANTRAMS (AFFIRMATIONS) FOR THE SECOND LESSON.
"I" am an entity--my mind is my instrument of expression.
"I" exist independent of my mind, and am not dependent upon
it for existence or being.
"I" am Master of my mind, not its slave.
"I" can set aside my sensations, emotions, passions,
desires, intellectual faculties, and all the rest of my mental
collection of tools, as "not I" things--and still there
remains something--and that something is "I," which cannot be
set aside by me, for it is my very self; my only self; my real
self--"I." That which remains after all that may be set aside
_is_ set aside is the "I"--Myself--eternal, constant,
unchangeable.
[Illustration: "I am"]
Suggested Further Reading
| Source:
A Series of Lessons in Raja Yoga, by Yogi Ramacharaka(
1862-1932). This text is in public domain and reproduced and
reformatted by Jayaram V for Hinduwebsite.com. While we have made
every effort to reproduce the text correctly we do not accept any
responsibility for any errors or omissions or inaccuracies in the
reproduction of this text.
|
|