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III. THE GOD PROBLEM go To Contents
Buddhism had gained ascendency in
India without exterminating the more ancient creeds, and there were
many devoutly religious people who had only a vague notion of the
abstract in which it stood to other forms of faith. 1
The spiritual atmosphere in which
Charaka had grown up consisted of a mixture of all the thoughts,
influences, and opinions then entertained in India; but while the
northern gods that had been worshiped by the ancestors of the
invaders in their former homes had faded from the mental vision of
the present generation, the ancient deities of India had not gained
full recognition. Vishnu, Shiva, and Indra appeared to them as the
patrons of conquered races and were therefore deemed of inferior
power. Among the better educated Hindu people philosophical ideas
were spreading and Brahma was revered as the Supreme Being, the
Great, the Omnipotent, the Omnipresent, as the All-Consciousness and
All-Perfection, the Creator, the Fashioner, the Ruler of the
Universe, and the All-Father of all beings. With this God-idea of an
all embracing personal deity Charaka had become familiar almost from
childhood and he was greatly astonished not to hear a word about God,
the Lord, or Brahma, in his religious instructions.
Buddha was spoken of as the
teacher of gods and men; he was worshiped with a reverence which was
peculiar to him; but the belief in the ancient gods was not
disturbed. Their existence was neither denied nor affirmed.
So long as he was unacquainted
with his new surroundings, Charaka did not dare to ask questions, but
when he began to know his kind- hearted elder Subhuti and some others
of the monks, he grew more assured, and one day while several
brothers were seated at the portico of the assembly hall, he ventured
to inquire as to the doctrine concerning God.
Life is taken seriously in a
Buddhist monastery and the tone of conversation is always religious
and considerate. Nevertheless there were never missing among the
brethren men of a lighter temper, who saw the humor of things, who
could smile and, smiling, point out the comical features of life so
as to make their fellow brethren smile too, for real laughter was
seldom, or never, heard in the precincts of the cloister. We find
frequent traces of this humor in the wall paintings as well as the
legends of saints, part of which are preserved even today. Now when
Charaka spoke of God, one of the brethren, Kevaddha by name, a
healthy looking man of medium size and of radiant face, drew near and
asked, What do you mean, Indra, the thunderer, the soma-intoxicated
braggart-hero and ruler of the second heaven, whom the people call
Sakra or Vasava, or do you mean Shiva, the powerful and terrible One,
decked with a necklace of skulls, the god full of awe and majesty?
Perhaps you mean Vishnu, in any of his avatars, as a fish or wild
boar or a white horse?
Charaka shook his head, and
Kevaddha continued: Maybe you mean Krishna, the avatar of love,
he who danced with all the shepherdesses at once, finding an
appropriate incarnation in their favorite swains, while each girl
imagined that she alone held the god in her arms?
My question refers to no one
of the gods, replied the novice, but to God, and
the emphasis with which he marked the difference showed that he felt
not like joking on a problem which was of grave importance to him.
Ah, I see! exclaimed Kevaddha. His lip curled with sarcasm and there was a twinkle of
triumph in his eye, for the topic under discussion reminded him of a
contest which he had had with a Brahman priest in which his
antagonist had been completely worsted by his superior skill in
pointing out the weak side of the proposition and holding it up to
ridicule. Ah, I see! he exclaimed, you do not mean
any of the several gods, but god in general. You are like the man who
sent his servant to market to buy fruit and when the latter returned
with bananas, mangoes, grapes, and an assortment of other fruit, he
upbraided him, saying: I do not want bananas, nor mangoes, nor
grapes, nor pears, nor prunes, nor apples, nor pomegranates, I want
fruit! Fruit I want, fruit pure and undefiled, not a particular
fruit, but fruit in general!
Said Charaka: Are you a
wrangler, famous in the art of dialects and do you know not the
difference between God and the gods? I love God but I hate the gods!
Is it possible, cried
Kevaddha with a sarcastic chuckle, you hate the gods and you
love God? Can you hate all the sinle men, monks and laymen, traders,
warriors, kings, noblemen, Brahmans, Kshatryas, and Shudras, and love
man in general? How is that you can hate the gods and love God? Does
not the general include the particular?
Be so good, reverend
sir, answered the novice, who began to chafe under the attacks
of the brisk monk, to understand what I mean. The world in
which we live is a world of order, and we know that there are laws to
which we must submit. When I speak of God I mean him who made us, the
Omnipotent Creator of the Universe, the Father of all Beings, the
Standard of all Perfection, the Eternal Law of life.
Well, well, replied
Kevaddha,who though boisterous was at the bottom of his heart good-natured.
I do not mean to offend. I try to drive a truth home to you in
the guise of fun. The truth is serious, though my mode of expression
may be humorous. I understand now that you are devoted to the great
All-God, Brahma, as the Brahmans call him, the Lord, Creator and
Ruler of the Universe. Bud did you ever consider two things, first
that such an All-God conceived as a being that has name and form is
the product of our own imagination as much as are all other deities
of the people; and secondly, if Brahma were as real as you are and I
am, he would be of no avail? Every one must find the path of
salvation himself, and Brahmas wisdom is not your wisdom. Nor
can Brahma who resides in the Brahma heaven teach you anything.
Charaka did not conceal his
dissatifaction with Kevaddhas notion of God and said: The
mere idea that there is a God gives me strength. He way be directly
unapproachable or may surround us as the air or as the ether which
penetrates our bodies. He may be different from what we surmise him
to be; but he must exist as the cause of all that is good, and wise,
and true, and beautiful. How shall I, in my endeavors to seek the
truth, suceed if there be no eternal standard of truth?
Yes, I know, replied
Kevaddha with undisguised condescension; It will help a youth
who pursues an ideal to think of it as a being, as a god, as the
great god, as the greatest god of all. Children need toys and the
immature need gods. Your case reminds me of a story which was told me
when I in my younger years went out not unlike you in search of truth.
Tell us the story!
exclaimed one of the younger brethren, and Kevaddha said: If I
were sure not to hurt the feelings of our young friend, the novice, I
should be glad to tell the story. But seeing that he is a worshiper
of Brahma, I had better let the matter drop!
Charaka answered: I am not a
worshiper of Brahma, unless you understand by Brahma the First Cause
of the All, the ultimate reason of existence, the Supreme Being, the
Perceiver of all things, the Controller, the Lord, the Maker, the
Fashioner, the Chief, the Victor, the Ruler, the Father of all beings
who ever have been and are to be! If your story be instructive I am
anxious to hear it myself, even though it should criticise my belief.
All further discussions ceased
when Kevaddha showed his readiness to tell the story.
KEVADDHAS STORY go To Contents
There was a priest in Benares, a
man of Brahman cast, learned in all the wisdom of the Vedas, not of
the common type of priests but an honest searcher after truth. He
longed for peace of heart and was anxious to reach Nirvana; yet he
could not understand how it was possible in the flesh to attain
perfect tranquillity, for life is restless and in none of the four
states of aggregation can that calmness be found which is the
condition of the blissful state. So, this priest thought to himself:
Before I can make any progress, I must solve the question,
Where do the four states of aggregation: the solid state, the watery
state, the fiery state, and the state of air, utterly cease?
Having prepared his mind,
the priest entered into a trance in which the path to the gods became
revealed to him, and he drew near to where the four great kings of
the gods were. And having drawn near, he addressed the four great
kings as follows: My friends, where do the four states of
aggregation: the solid state, the watery state, the fiery state, and
the state of air, utterly cease? When he had thus spoken, the
four great kings answered and said: We gods, O priest, do not
know where the four states of aggregation utterly cease. However, O
priest, there are the gods of the higher heavens, who are more
glorious and more excellent than we. They would know where the four
states of aggregation utterly cease.
When the four great kings
had thus spoken the priest visited the gods of the higher heavens and
approached there ruler, Ishvara. He propounded the same question and
received the same answer. Ishvara, the Lord, advised the priest to go
to Yama. He is powerful and has charge over the souls of the
dead. He is apt to be versed in problems that are profound and
recondite and abstruse and occult. Go to Yama; he may know where the
four states of aggregation utterly cease.
The priest acted upon
Ishvaras advice, and went to Yama, but the result was the same.
Yama sent the priest to the satisfied gods, whose chief ruler is the
Great Satisfied One. They are the gods who are pleased with
Whatever is. They are the gods of serenity and contentment. If there
is any one who can answer your question, they will be able to tell
you where the four states of aggregation utterly cease.
The priest went to the
heaven of the satisfied gods, but here too he was disappointed. Their
ruler, th Great Satisfied One, said: I, O priest, do not know
where these four states of aggregation, the solid state, the watery
state, the fiery state, and the state of air, utterly cease. However,
O priest, there are the gods of the retinue of Brahma, who are more
glorious and more excellent than I. They would know where these four
states of aggregation utterly cease.
Then, this same priest entered
again upon a state of trance, in which his thoughts found the way to
the Brahma world. There the priest drew near to where the gods of the
retinue of Brahma were, and having drawn near, he spake to the gods
of the retinue of Brahma as follows: My friends, where do these
four states of aggregation, the solid state, the watery state, the
fiery state, and the state of air, utterly cease?
When he had thus spoken, the
gods of the retinue of Brahma answering spake as follows: We, O
priest, cannot answer your question. However, there is Brahma, the
great Brahma, the First Cause of the All, the Supreme Being, the
All-Perfection, the All-Perceiving One, the Controller, the Lord of
All, the Creator, the Fashioner, the Chief, the Victor, the Ruler,
the All-Father, he who is more glorious, more excellent, than all
celestial beings, he will know where the four states of aggregation,
the solid state, the watery state, the fiery state, and the state of
air, do uttery cease.
Said the priest: But
where, my friends, is the great Brahma at the present moment?
And the gods answered: We do not know, O priest, where the
great Brahma is, or in what direction the great Brahma can be found.
But inasmuch, O priest, as he is omnipresent, you will see signs and
notice a radiance and the appearance of an effulgence, and then
Brahma will appear. This is the previous sign of the appearance of
Brahma, that a radiance is noticed, or an effulgence appears.
The priest, having invoked
Brahmas appearance with due reverence and according to the
rules of the Vedas, in a short time Brahma appeared. Then the priest
drew near to where Brahma was, and having drawn near, he spake to
Brahma as follows: My friend, where do the four states of
aggregation, the solid state, the watery state, the fiery state, and
the state of air, utterly cease?
When he had thus spoken, the
great Brahma opened his mouth and spake as follows: I, O
priest, am Brahma, the great Brahma, the Supreme Being, the
All-Perfection, the All-Perceiving One, the Controller, the Lord of
All, the Creator, the Fashioner, the Chief, the Victor, the Ruler,
the All-Father.
A second time the priest
asked his question, and the great Brahma game him the same answer,
saying: I, O priest, am Brahma, the great Brahma, the Supreme
Being, the All-Perfection; and he did not cease until he had
enumerated all the titles applied to him.
Having patiently listened to
Brahma, the priest repeated his question a third time, and added:
I am not asking you, my friend, Are you Brahma, the great
Brahma, the Supreme Being, the All-Perfection, the All-Perceiver, the
All-Father, and whatever titles and accomplishments you may have in
addition; but this, my friend, is what I ask you: Where do the
four states aggregation, the solid state, the watery state, the fiery
state, and the state of air, utterly cease?
The great Brahma remained
unmoved, and answered a third time, saying: I, O priest, am
Brahma, the great Brahma, the Supreme Being, the All-Perfection, the
All-Perceiver, enumerating again all the titles applied to him.
Now the priest rose and
said: Are you truly a living being, or an automation, that you
can do nothing but repeat a string of words?
And now the great Brahma
rose from his seat and approached the priest, and leading him aside
to a place where he could not be overheard by any of the gods, spake
to him as follows: The gods of my suite and all the worshipers
of the world that honor me with sacrifice and adoration, believe that
Brahma sees all things, knows all things, has penetrated all things;
therefore, O priest, I answered you as I did in the presence of the
gods. But I will tell you, O priest, in confidence, that I do not
know where the four states of aggregation, the solid state, the
watery state, the fiery state, and the state of air, utterly cease.
It was a mistake, O priest, that you left the earth where the Blessed
One resides, and came up to heaven in quest of an answer which cannot
be given you here. Turn back, O priest, and having drawn near to the
Blessed One, the Enlightened Buddha, ask him your question, and as
the Blessed One shall explain it to you, so believe.
Thereupon the priest, as
quickly as a strong man might stretch out his bent arm, disappeared
from the Brahma heaven and appeared before the Blessed One; and he
greeted the Blessed One and sat down respectfully at one side, and
spake to the Blessed One as follows: Reverend Sir, where do the
four states of aggregation, the solid state, the watery state, the
fiery state, and the state of air, utterly cease?
When he had thus spoken the
Blessed One answered as follows: Once upon a time, O priest,
some sea-faring traders had a land-sighting bird when they sailed out
into the sea; and when the ship was in mid-ocean they set free that
land-sighting bird. This bird flies in an easterly direction, in a
southerly direction, in a westerly direction, and in a northerly
direction, and to the intermediate quarters, and if it sees land
anywhere it flies thither, but if it does not see land it returns to
the ship. In exactly the same way, O priest, when you had searched as
far as the Brahma world and found no answer to your question you
returned to the place whence you came. The question, O priest, ought
never to have been put thus: Where do these four states of
aggregation cease? The question ought to be as follows:
Oh! Where can water, where
can wind,
Where fire and earth no footing find?
Where disappear all mine and thine,
Good, bad, long, short, and coarse
and fine,
To find in nothingness release?
The answer, however,
is this:
Tis in the realm of
radiance bright,
Invisible, eternal light,
And infinite, a state of mind,
There water, earth, and fire, and wind,
And elements of any kind,
Will nevermore a footing find;
There disappear all mine and thine,
Good, bad, long, short, and
coarse, and fine,
There too will name and form both cease,
To find in nothingness release.
Then the priest understood
that the world of matter is restless and remains restless, but peace
of heart is a condition of mind which must be acquired by
self-discipline, by wisdom, by devotion. The gods cannot help; nor
even can Brahma himself, the Great Brahma, the Supreme Being, the
Lord and Creator. Sacrifice is useless and prayer and worship are of
no avail. But if we desire to attain the highest state of bliss,
which is Nirvana, we must follow the Blessed One, the Teacher of gods
and men; and like him we must by our own effort become lamps unto
ourselves and resolutely walk upon the noble eightfold path.
V. THE CONFESSION go To Contents
The young novice spent his days in
study and his nights in doubt. He followed with interest the
recitations of his instructor on the philosophy of the Enlightened
One; he enjoyed the birthstories of Bodhisattva and the parables of
the master with their moral applications, but when he retired in the
evening or was otherwise left to his own thoughts he began to ponder
on the uselessness of the hermits life and longed to return to
the world with its temptations and struggles, its victories and
defeats, its pleasures and pains, its hopes and fears. He enjoyed the
solitude of the forest, but he began to think that the restlessness
of the world could offer him more peace of mind that the inactivity
of a monkish life.
When Charaka had familiarised
himself with all the Sutras and wise sayings which were known to the
brethren of the monastery, the time began to hang heavy on his hands,
and he felt that the religious discourses were becoming tedious.
Weeks elapsed, and Charaka
despaired of either becoming accustomed to monkish life or of
understanding the deeper meaning of their renunciation of the world,
and his conscience began to trouble him; for the more the elder
brethren respected him for his knowledge and gentleness, and the more
they praised him, the less worthy he deemed himself of their recognition.
The day of confession approached
again. He had spent the hours in fasting and self-discipline, but all
this availed nothing. He was weary and felt a sadness of heart beyond description.
In the evening all the brethren
were gathered together in the chaitya, the large hall where they held
their devotional meetings. The aisles lay in mystic darkness, and the
pictures on the heavy columns and on the ceiling were half concealed.
They appeared and disappeared from time to time in the flicker of the
torches that were employed to light the room. The monks sat in silent
expectation, their faces showing a quietude and calmness which proved
that they were unconcerned about their own fate, ready to live or to
die, as their doom might be, only bent on the aim of reaching Nirvana.
The senior monk arose and
addressed the assembly. Reverend sirs, he said, let
the order hear me. Today is full moon, and the day of the unburdening
of our hearts. If the order is ready, let the order consecrate this
day to the recital of the confession. This is our first duty, and so
let us listen to the declaration of purity.
The brethren responded, saying:
We are here to listen and will consider the questions punctiliously.
The speaker continued:
Whoever has committed a transgression, let him speak, those who
are free from the consciousness of guilt, let them be silent.
At this moment a tall figure rose
slowly and hesitatingly from the ground at the further end of the
hall. He did not speak but stood there quietly, towering for some
time in the dusky recess between two pillars as though he were the
apparition of a guilty conscience. The presiding brother at last
broke the silence and addressed the brethren, saying: A monk
who has committed a fault, and remembers it, if he endeavors to be
pure, should confess his fault. When a fault is confessed it will lie
lightly upon him.
Still the shadowy figure stood
motionless, which seemed to increase the gloom in the hall.
One of the brethren has
risen, indicating thereby that he desires to speak, continued
the abbot. A monk who does not confess a fault after the
question has been put three times is guilty of an intentional lie,
and the Blessed One teaches that an intentional lie cuts a man off
from sanctification.
The gloomy figure now lifted his
head and with suppressed emotion began to speak. Venerable
father, he said, and ye, reverend sirs, may I speak out
and unburden my heart? The voice was that of the novice, and a
slight commotion passed through the assemblage. Having been
encouraged to speak freely and without reserve, Charaka began:
Venerable father, and ye, reverend sirs: I feel guilty of
having infringed on one of the great prohibitions. I am as a palm
tree, the top of which has been destroyed. I am broken in spirit and
full of contrition. I am anxious to be a disciple of the Shakya-Muni,
but I am not worthy to be a monk, I never have been and I never shall be.
Here his voice faltered, and he
sobbed like a child.
The brethren were horror stricken;
they thought at once that the youth was contaminated by some secret
crime; he was too young to be free from passion, too beautiful to be
beyond temptation, too quick-witted not to be ambitious. True, they
loved him, but they felt now that their affection for him was a
danger, and there was no one in the assembly who did not feel the
youths self-accusation as partly directed against himself. But
the abbot over-came the sentiment that arose so quickly, and
encouraged the penitent brother to make a full confession. Do
not despair, he said, thou art young; it is natural that
thy heart should still cherish dreams of love, and that alluring
reminiscences should still haunt thy mind.
I entered the brotherhood
with false hopes and wrong aspirations, replied the novice.
I am longing for wisdom and supernatural powers; I am ambitious
to do and to dare, and I hoped to acquire a deeper knowledge through
self-discipline and holiness. I am free from any actual
transgression, but my holiness is mockery; my piety is not genuine; I
am a hypocrite and I find that I am belying you, venerable father,
and all the monks of this venerable community. But it grieveth me
most that I am false to myself; I am not worthy to wear the yellow robe.
Thou art not expected to be
perfect, replied the abbot, thou art walking on the path,
and hast not as yet reached the goal. Thy fault is impatience with
thyself and not hypocrisy.
Do not palliate my fault,
venerable father, said Charaka. There is something wrong
in my heart and in my mind. If I am not a hypocrite, then I am a
heretic; and a heretic walks on the wrong road in the wrong
direction, and can never reach the goal. Do not extenuate, do not
qualify and mitigate my faults, for I feel their grievousness and am
anxious to be led out of the darkness into the light. I long for life
and the unfoldment of life. I want to comprehend the deepest truths;
I want to know and to taste the highest bliss; I want to accomplish
the greatest deeds.
Then thou art worldly; thou
longest for power, for fame, for honor, for pleasures,
suggested the abbot inquiringly; thou art not yet free from the
illusion of selfhood. It is not the truth, then, that thou wantest,
but thy-self, to be an owner of the truth; it is self-enhancement,
not service; vanity, not helpfulness.
That my be, reverend
father, replied the novice; thy wisdom shall judge me;
though I do not feel myself burdened by selfishness. No, I do not
love myself. I would gladly sacrifice myself for any noble cause, for
truth, for justice, for procuring bliss for others. Nor do I crave
for worldly pleasures, but I do not feel any need of shirking them.
Pleasures like pains are the stuff that life is made of, and I do not
hate life. I enjoy the unfoldment of life with all its aspirations,
not for my sake, but for lifes sake. I do not love myself, I
love God. That is my fault, and that is the root from which grow all
my errors, heresies, hypocrisies, and the false position in which I
now am.
The good abbot did not know what
to say. He looked at the poor novice and pitied him for his pangs of
conscience. Every one present felt that the man suffered, that there
was something wrong with him; but no one could exactly say what it
was. His ambition was not sinful but noble. And that he loved God was
certainly not a crime. At last the abbot addressed Subhuti,
Charakas senior and teacher, and asked him: Have you,
reverend brother, noticed in this novices behavior or views
anything strange or exceptional? Subhuti replied that he had not.
The abbot continued to inquire
about Charakas previous religious relations and the
significance of his love of God.
I do not know, reverend
sir, was the elder monks answer. He is not a
Brahman, but a descendant of a noble family of the northern
conquerors that came to India and founded the kingdom of Gandhara.
Yet he knows Brahman writings and is familiar with the philosophy of
the Yavanas (Greeks) of the distant West. I discoursed with him and
understand that by God he means all that is right and good and true
in the world and without whom there can be no enlightenment.
Very well, proclaimed
the abbot, there is no sin in loving God, for what you describe
as God is our Lord Shakyamuni, the Enlightened One, the Buddha, the Tathagata; but he added not without a suggestion of reproof:
You might dignify the Lord Buddha with a higher title than God.
Gods, if they exist, are not Buddhas equals. When Bodhisattva
was a child, the gods prostrated themselves before him, for they
recognised the Tathagatas superiority even before he had
attained to complete Buddhahood. The divinity of the gods is less
than the noble life of a Bodhisattva.
Having thus discussed the case of
the novice Charaka, the abbot addressed himself to the Brotherhood,
asking the reverend sirs what they would deem right in the present
case. Was the brother at all guilty of the fault of which he accused
himself and if so what should he do to restore his good standing and
set himself aright in the Brotherhood? 25
Then Subhuti arose and said:
Charaka is a man of deep comprehension and of an earnest
temper. The difficulty which he encounters is not for us to judge him
or to advise him about. But there is a philosopher living in the
kingdom of Madadha, by the name of Asvaghosha. If there is any one in
the world that can set an erring brother right, it is Asvaghosha,
whose wisdom is so great that since Buddha entered Nirvana there has
been no man on earth who might have surpassed him either in knowledge
or judgement. So Subhuti proposed to write a letter of
introduction to Asvaghosha commending the brother Charaka to his care
and suggesting to him to dispel his doubts and to establish him again
firmly in the faith in which the truth shines forth more brilliantly
than in any other religion.
The abbot agreed with Subhuti and
the general opinion among the brethren was in favor of sending
Charaka to the kingdom of Magadha to the philosopher Asvaghosha to
have his doubts dispelled and his heart established again in the
faith of Buddha, the Blessed One, the teacher of truth.
Before they could carry out their
plan the session was interrupted by a messenger from the royal court
of Gandhara, who inquired for a novice by the name of Charaka, a man
well versed in medicine and other learned arts. A dreadful epidemic
had spread in the country, and the old king had died while two of his
sons were afflicted with the disease and now lay at the point of
death. The oldest son and heir to the throne was in the field
defending his country against the Parthians, and some mountaineers of
the East, nominally subject to the kingdom of Magadha but practically
independent had utilised the opportunity afforded by these
circumstances to descend into the fertile valleys of Gandhara and to
pillage the country.
The regard in which Charaka had
been held in the Brotherhood during his novitiate had not suffered
through his confession and was even heightened. It had been known in
the cloister that the young novice was of a noble family, but he had
made nothing of it and so the intimate connection with the royal
family of the country created an uncommon sensation among his
venerable brethren. Now, a special awe attached to his person since
it was known that the young king knew of Charaka, and needing his
wisdom, sent a special messenger to call him back to the capital.
In spite of the interruption the
ceremony of confession was continued and closed in the traditional
way; all the questions regarding transgressions that might have been
committed were asked and in some cases sins were punctiliously
reported by those who felt a need of unburdening their conscience.
Penances were imposed which were willingly and submissively assumed.
When everything had been attended to, the abbot turned again to
Charaka saying, If you had concealed your secret longings, you
would have been guilty of hypocrisy, but now since you have openly
laid bare the state of your mind, there is no longer any falsehood in
you. Therefore I find no fault with your conduct; should you find
that you cannot remain a monk, you must know that there is no law
that obliges you to remain in the Brotherhood against your will.
The abbot then granted Charaka
permission to obey the Kings call, saying, You are free
to leave the order in peace and goodwill, but I enjoin you to make a
vow that you will not leave your doubts unsettled, but that as soon
as you have attended to the pressing duties which will engage your
attention at the capital you will make a pilgrimage to the
philosopher Asvaghosha, who lives in the kingdom of Magadha. He will
be a better adviser than I, and he shall decide whether or not you
are fit to be a monk of our Lord the Buddha.
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